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[14 May 2006|11:57pm] [ mood | depressed ] Today my mom told me that this was the best Mother's Day ever, and I don't know why, but it really bothered me. you know i always like to play the victim.

[21 Feb 2006|08:49pm] i feel helpless and i hate feeling this way. I think that these past couple months have distanced me from some people...maybe that's for the better i don't know. I just don't feel like talking anymore. you know i always like to play the victim.

[12 Jun 2005|03:14pm] sick, bra. you know i always like to play the victim.

[02 Oct 2004|04:04pm] nobody updates anymore...it's kind of sad because now i have nothing to look forward to. i miss people. you know i always like to play the victim.

[10 Sep 2004|10:21pm] i emailed jamba juice about the bad service they have and the rude workers there and they replied with A COMPLIMENTARY SMOOTHIE! yeah bitch, i win. customers always win, bitch. i'm so stressed out...ough. summer lovin' had me a blast. you know i always like to play the victim.

[07 Sep 2004|07:39pm] so the beach on saturday with the volleyball team was kind of a dud for me. people were either drunk or they were off cuddling with their boyfriends, and me? i was sitting and eating. how fun...not. volleyball pretty much sucks right now or maybe i'm just pmsing. and i want to see john really bad because 1)i'm being moody and he's the only one that can handle my rollercoaster ride. hah. 2)i miss him and i feel like i never ever see him. 3)he makes me laugh 4)he buys me food and we go on adventures 5)i want him to hold me and tell me everything's going to be all right. enough of this emo shit...next you know i always like to play the victim.

[04 Sep 2004|12:25pm] a girl answered his phone. i hate girls soooo much. i always like to play the victim.

[29 Aug 2004|08:44pm] i hate this...i just wrote a fucking entry wtf. i'm pissed. you know i always like to play the victim.

[23 Aug 2004|09:56pm] i've been so tired lately and i haven't been able to have an ongoing social life because i'm always drained. i miss my old life minus a few mistakes. love, krista i always like to play the victim.

[21 Aug 2004|10:15pm] [ mood | drained ] It's time for me to grow up...no more messing around. I got to see tawnee today, yay! we went to the outlet center and bought some tacos. on the way home this old homeless tweaker guy with missing teeth sat next to us and started talking (yelling) about how he lived in germany and all these other places. He smelled like alcohol and it made me sick. It makes me never want to be near any drugs or alcohol...and, i hope to God that I nor any of my friends turn out anything like that. it's scary. It's sad. I wanted to help him. you know i always like to play the victim.

[12 Aug 2004|09:53pm] i made varsity. go me. you know i always like to play the victim.

[11 Aug 2004|09:19pm] this is what i get... i always like to play the victim.

[09 Aug 2004|05:58pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | top of the world- the carpenters ] we passed the test...HAHAHA. now i can laugh in your faces because you were wrong. i suck at things...i sucked at volleyball today because i was so freaking sore. i miss sleeping with him. he's my escape. you know i always like to play the victim.

[07 Aug 2004|02:00pm] boys are mean. and i'm trying out for volleyball. good luck me. i always like to play the victim.

[05 Aug 2004|01:27pm] So next weekend i graduate...yes!!! other than that...nothing is happening in my long days and boring nights. i miss my friends. i miss seeing them everyday. oh and i might try out for volleyball...i don't know yet. i'm kind of lazy. i always like to play the victim.

[01 Aug 2004|06:51pm] krista, darling: you`re a pain in the ass. love, kim. you know i always like to play the victim.

[25 Jul 2004|09:13pm] okay i lied. what can i say??? i'm a sucker. you know i always like to play the victim.

[25 Jul 2004|11:28am] [ mood | broken ] i broke up with john i'm really really sad... you know i always like to play the victim.

[24 Jul 2004|04:54pm] kim, Fix my livejournal for me, yeah? i want the same picture in the background...but can you make it pretty? cus i suck. get back to me...love you,the one and only, krista i always like to play the victim.

[24 Jul 2004|01:40pm] [ mood | bored ] I just may be the most boring person in the world...i swear. Nobody calls me anymore and i have no one to hang out with. What does my life consist of? hmm...let me think. i go to school. i go to meetings. that's it. that's all. I'm tired of it. i'm tired of being bored and alone all the time. I want to go out and go places. I wish my cousins were still here. I wish things were the way they used to be. -krista. p.s. Kiera Knightly(sp?) is my new gf. marijuana is illegal for a reason...it is a drug whether you like it or not. But I guess it's just a phase teenagers go through until they realize how boring it actually becomes and that there is really no point in doing it. Because you know, the best way to feel good is by doing drugs...you just can't do it by yourself. you know i always like to play the victim.

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